| Sunday, September 9th, 2001 |
| 6:05 pm |
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| Friday, September 7th, 2001 |
| 6:57 pm |
home again home again
i love home when i'm at college, but i hate home when i'm here... hmph. well i came home and my cat cleo was very nice and sat on my lap while i petted/pat (what's the past tense of pet?). she usually doesn't let anyone pet her, and NEVER sits on anyone's lap. she must have missed me. i've been thinking about changing my journal addy/name. i'm not a fag first off, i like girls A LOT, and i've been told i'm a homophobe but i'm not scared of them so it's not a "phobia." i'm not "emo" i mean i'm emo but i'm not like "i'm emo blah blah blah star star blah emo star blah..." however i am mattg. so i think i will change it next week sometime. i'll let you all know of the change so you can change the thingy muh bobbers. sack and i went to lunch today mmmmm NAPOLI'S!!!!!! and i got my new glasses, they look alrighty on me i suppose. i'm going to perkins tonight with the normal fellers and even stricklans said he'd stop by. so if anyone is reading this and has nothing to do stop by perkins sometime around 8:00 or afterwards. Current Mood: goodCurrent Music: Lars Fredrickson and the Bastards - Skunx |
| Thursday, September 6th, 2001 |
| 8:22 pm |
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| 7:56 pm |
i am dropping a class
american civil liberties. I don't want to but I will flunk it so i have too... i liek the prof :( he's a good guy. ahhhh well i got a good workout today. I'm gonna be tough soon if anyone wants to do anything this weekend call me or email me. word up 757-9392 anytime afet 12:00 tomorrow. Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: some rap song that says "whoopallupinyoface ya'll aint redy" |
| 4:18 pm |
i need to
drop out of a class but I can't get my advisors john hancock until monday between 4-5... what the fuck?? i have to have it all done by tuesday at 4:00. why the hell do i need permission from some fuckwad to drop a class??? GAY (just like greg and phil) |
| Wednesday, September 5th, 2001 |
| 10:48 pm |
thank god for being freinds with my RA
he came over and woke me up before i was asleep to tell me that we are having a fire drill in a bit and he figured it'd be better for me not to go to sleep and just to stay up for a little bit longer so i don't get all pissy. there are a few nice people out there :) |
| 7:48 pm |
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| 7:01 pm |
pretty boring day
i did get lots of work done, however. i went lifting and i was a pussy i couldn't lift for a shit i was out of it. now i feel like i have to puke... eww... college is still gay, people are still gay, DIE i got a salad to bring back to my room, but i forgot a fork. so i walked back over there and got 2 forks in case it happens again. trasmisson over Current Mood: sickCurrent Music: north side kings - looking out again |
| Tuesday, September 4th, 2001 |
| 9:55 pm |
i want to go to bed
but i have a bunch of shit on my bed that i don't want to move... i like not having a roomate lastyear so i had all of my shit on the empty one, that way i didn't need to movie anything to go to bed... boo i want a girlfreind... yeah what else is new??? lately i've been getting stage frite(sp?) when peeing, if there is someone else in the restroom i just can't piss. i used to have this problem and then it went away, why did it come back??? i just want to pee freely. Current Mood: funnyCurrent Music: combat 84 - combat 84 |
| 8:36 pm |
well I guess I can't
today was an alright day, classes and then I sat around doing some seceret stuff that amused me all day. my night class is going to rule, the professor rules, the class will be good. we watched a movie about this little girl who was locked in a room all by herself for 10-12 years and then they tried to reabilitate her. the movie made me realiza again just how much i hate people. who could do such a thing??? |
| Monday, September 3rd, 2001 |
| 7:00 pm |
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| 5:18 pm |
this weekend was fun
friday... ugh... i can't remember what happened most of the time but scak and i went to go see jay and silent bob. very funny saturday... went to a wedding reception for a freind of mine, then brandilyn BROOKE and I went to meals on wheels and then to perkins. sunday... ummm?? something and then went to a show that was decent. my forehead is burnt. BRAIN MUST DIE phil's zine The Maga rocks. time to call brain to see if he wants to eat Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: Brudah's Keepah |
| Thursday, August 30th, 2001 |
| 7:24 pm |
lifting is really good for me
first of all it's exercise and secondly it's a release. i know have three releases, dancing, shooting guns, and lifting. i was feeling rather shitty and then i went and lifted and now i'm back to my old self, just rather on the sore side. i'm going home tomorrow :) leaving here right around 10:00 and I'll be home in time for lunch. well... if the weather is decent i think us people who swim should go for one last swim in the lake for the summer. gimme a call tomorrow or email me or get in contact through telepathy. until monday prolly... smooch Current Mood: normalCurrent Music: Shark Attack - Space Invader |
| 4:13 pm |
bah
:( stupid day, stupid college, stupid life, stupid, stupid, stupid Current Mood: disappointedCurrent Music: slapshot - punk's dead you're next |
| Wednesday, August 29th, 2001 |
| 7:37 pm |
arrrrrgh
ok now i'm feeling better but i'm very sore. i may have overdid myself while lifting today. oh well, i'll soon be tough. before i forget go to this site http://www.kids4sale.com/index.htmlanyhoo... i think i figured out what was bothering me, i was/am homesick :( i've never been homesick before. why am i now??? i have absolutely no idea, maybe it's because i have more than just one freind at home now, but i have freinds here now... last year i had n o freinds here, and only one at home... what the fuck i'm such a baby. i even shed a tear today, i was super duper sad and i was just sitting here and blah blah blah blah... oh well, i'll be at the drive in (no not the damn band) with a wonderfull, nice, pretty, funny, etc, etc girl in around 48 hours (no not the damn movie). you know what i want to do?? next time someone is walking down the wrong side of the sidewalk and doesn't get out of my way if i'm walking down the right side of it and forces me off the sidewalk... i want to stab them in the face. fucking bastards. traffic should move the same way on sidewalks that it does on the roads you ass nuggets. i guess that's enough out of me... in the words of George Tabb "take my life, please" Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Difference - Belvedere |
| 4:45 pm |
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| 10:09 am |
10:09 and I have nothign to do for the rest of the day
besides lift, read, eat, and be on the nerd. I have a professor that can barely speak english :( she is pretty funny though so that's a good thing. the other professor is an ass but I think I'll like the class. Last night I got a full night of sleep!!!! Can you believe it?? I can just barely. |
| Tuesday, August 28th, 2001 |
| 2:46 pm |
you can't put your arms a memory...
today was my first day of classes. nothing special I think I'll be able to handle them. i'd rather be back in high school though. i didn't get much sleep last night again, so i'm all tired and shit... i'm going to start lifting weights again. tonight at 5:00 AJ Moore and i are going. maybe i'll get all tough and be a hunk, then i'll turn into a peice of shit asshole/douche bag/etc and then i'll be able to get a girlfreind. Current Mood: groggyCurrent Music: Sheer Terror covering "Can't Put Your Arms Around a Memory" |
| 2:45 pm |
you can't put your arms a memory...
today was my first day of classes. nothing special I think I'll be able to handle them. i'd rather be back in high school though. i didn't get much sleep last night again, so i'm all tired and shit... i'm going to start lifting weights again. tonight at 5:00 AJ Moore and i are going. maybe i'll get all tough and be a hunk, then i'll turn into a peice of shit asshole/douche bag/etc and then i'll be able to get a girlfreind. Current Mood: groggyCurrent Music: Sheer Terror covering "Can't Put Your Arms Around a Memory" |
| 2:42 pm |
you can't put your arms a memory...
today was my first day of classes. nothing special I think I'll be able to handle them. i'd rather be back in high school though. i didn't get much sleep last night again, so i'm all tired and shit... i'm going to start lifting weights again. tonight at 5:00 AJ Moore and i are going. maybe i'll get all tough and be a hunk, then i'll turn into a peice of shit asshole/douche bag/etc and then i'll be able to get a girlfreind. Current Mood: groggyCurrent Music: Sheer Terror covering "Can't Put Your Arms Around a Memory" |